I like to be a little magical, a Witchy Queer… and I don’t care if this all sounds a little like fairy tales and bull-shit.  To me it’s a special gift and a sense of self awareness that not everyone is blessed with.

I’ve always known, and had the oddest people tell me they can feel my energy or that I’ve clairvoyant talents.  However to me it’s more than that.  It all stems from a belief system.  I’d like to share with you mine and how I’ve rationalised it to satisfy my sense of needing balance of mysticism and reality.

Fate or Destiny?
I believe that you can control your future, you can change or influence your life path.  Otherwise look at me, I was born to be a housewife, in a good christian family, have 3.5 kids a husband and a picket fence.  Or at least that’s the dream for me my parents had and they, bless their hearts did every thing they could to give me the best start on that path. Obviously this post is a sign that didn’t happen..

So if I believe that you are the owner of your life, your future then how does that tie in with clairvoyant things, magical life and tarot?  To me this they are all a thought prompt, a indicator to be mindful around a certain thing, situation or thought.  More often than not it’s the kick in the nuts that your sub-conscious needs.  Going on the thought process that not everyone is as in tune with their intuition this is very useful.   Sometimes with a touch of magic…

After a beautiful day out in the gorgeous Melbourne sun, after another gorgeous festival day my friend and I went for a lovely dinner then off to Luna Park for one quick round on the funniest Ghost Train I’ve ever been on in my life.  Hilarious!

The ghost train ride got us talking about Tarot cards.. and having had a set myself now for a couple of years, and getting more in tune, and better at reading, spreads and helping my friends with the meanings of their cards, I suggest I’d be happy to do a reading for her.    Back at my house, candles burning, the most delicious Godess incense burning we were ready to go.

I love creating an atmosphere conducive to relaxing and getting in tune with your self, getting your head straight and loosing all distractions…  My room is perfect, candles, a light breeze from the open door onto my deck.  Outside the solar rainbow mini lights are all lit up, the scents from the candles is sweet and there are so many the room actually warms up the cool night air just a touch.  I have a couple of incense sticks alight and the mood is perfect.  I set up my cards in front of a gorgeous painting of my three eye’d all seeing pink watermellon godess.  She’s beautiful.  I organise the crystals, I really don’t have enough I realised at the time, all pointing to the middle to channel energy.  
I’ve always been pretty on point when doing readings for people but this time was so much more, I really didn’t expect to feel overwhelmed and the energy was so intense.  I’ve never had someone cry.  It was both beautiful, scary and intense all at once.  You realise with these things you’re not just talking flippantly about things, it’s so much more and deeper.  Life, like big decisions, love, hearts… this is the real slide of magic.  In this case Tarot cards that couldn’t have been any more perfect for what she had going on..  Trippy.  
I think readings need aftercare, just the same way intense and emotional sexual experiences do.   That safety, grounding, bringing back into reality after an experience.   Hugs, a card covered in wax and glitter that has the cards that we pulled all written out.  A drink or for the smokers a ciggie… all things to calm the heart and allow the brain to absorb the thoughts..   Like sex it’s another expression of vulnerability in this case definatley both sides – that so many people are afraid of.    I was in awe, and then super exhausted.
And so, in conclusion, MAGIC.  Also, this shit is powerful.
xxx
Phlossy
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