Posted on: 12 Jul 2019
Creative process can be such an interesting beast. From exploring shadow self, fear of rejection and pain. Learning to listen to my body and create space for my pain to allow creativity to be unjudged and with out expectations from self.
Posted on: 30 May 2019
As I was crying it felt good to grieve and breathe. I’ve spent the last two days doubting myself, maybe now I can learn to rebuild that trust in myself again.
Posted on: 17 May 2019
Maybe I am not ready but if one was always waiting to be ready that day would never come. Being not ready means being in it, being open to failure being open to hurt or vulnerability – which by the same token is love. So here I am not ready and doing it anyway.
Posted on: 28 Mar 2019
I don’t have it down like a sales pitch, I can’t for the life of me keep to a publishing schedule and I try to email you all once a month at least even if I’ve dropped the ball while I’ve been away. So here I am showing up for what I want to create, showing up for this little community, YOU, this wee newsletter, my Queer Tarot project and saying – It doesn’t have to be right or perfect, so long as it happens, so long as I do the thing- somehow!
Posted on: 25 Jan 2019
I have stories to tell. I am pouring my thoughts and feelings out into this journal so they are no longer a burden, no longer a heaviness I have to carry around. I feel light again and my mind has slowed down, the sleepless manic has subsided.
I know I will always have myself to love.